Lyrics of 'Asthma' by Gumi

I don't know how life should
Go on when there's no end
Even if I keep walking
Pass the helping-hand
Fearing where to go and
Knowing my soul can't withstand
Is breaking something in half

Inside my broken self
There might be a way to get out
Yet I didn't find out how
So I'll keep waiting for that door

And though my body starts to rot
And my mind's starting to chop
I'm still believing in the light

I've broken once
And got up again
I've broken twice
It was the same

But despite all that
I'm now reaching my end
Seems like I cannot turn back

I don't know how I should
Go on when there's no end
Even if I keep holding
Out the seeking-hand
Not knowing where to go and
Feelings, my soul can't withstand
Words 're breaking something in half

I see them cut in skin
The blood is dripping down the knife
Why can't you just end your life?
A question, which is repeating

And now their body starts to rot
And their minds 're starting to chop
I lost my belief in the light

I've broken once, and got up again
I've broken thrice
It wasn't the same

It's enough! I reached my limit just right now.
You're seeking for a stop?

Dancing in my head
The shadows fill this body with their shady tears
(And see them running down your cheeks and please your fears)
If you try to run, they'll drag you down and tear you in their filthy sphere
And you ain't going anywhere

(Your life's our game now)

If this is the ending
We're just at the beginning

Watching, not able to do anything
They are sucking out your blood
You're falling to the ground with such a weakly thud

I don't know how I should go on when there's no end
We are eating your heart and break down your defense
Just right now I stopped holding out the seeking-hand
Your blood's running dry
We are so hungry for more!

I've broken
Got up again
But now I give
In to their reign

Yes, that's right you fool
Fucking follow the rules

Parasites 're eating through

Fucking with my head
The shadows fill this body with their shady tears
(And see them sucking out your blood, increase your fears)
If you've tried to run, they dragged you down and tore you in their filthy sphere
And you are staying forever

If this is now ending
We're still at the beginning

Watching, not able to do anything
They are hungry for your soul

They're eating and singing, repeating

Feel the magic poured into your veins
While sipping on the devil's cup
(Sacrificing your (fucking) body and soul)
Feel how your pith's getting crushed until it breaks
Just like an egg cracks up
My life's a game now

La la la
La la la
La la la la la la la

Forced a smile
Cheerily singing, until my asthma has come to end