Lyrics of 'Past Tense' by Shuvel

Times up, wake up, hold
This is the last time I'll speak of him
Three years went past unaware of the mind within
I realized when I'd try to find all the whys
I got no response, from the ghost that haunts
Sustain, all the hate built up, you emulate what you're not
I wonder how you'll end up
You always scream I don't know what it's like
But you're blind to what's real so you hide
Play tha role in your mind couldn't get ya
Deceive yourself cause ya think your the victim
Your too scared but ya just can't escape from
The life you live all the hatred and what you've done

What would ya do just sit there and grin
Sit there and stare but nothing was said
One last time
Nothing
Your words were bullshit played out complete lies
What would ya do just sit there and grin
Sit there and stare but nothing was said
One last time
Nothing
You say whatever it takes

Grin, then cry now when you're left and gone
Think it's done punk,
But it's only begun
Won't let it go threaten my life, but it's yourself, that you truly despise
Reached out my hand, many times I've tried
Friends and trust,
Money just can't buy
Should I waste my time should I save my breath
Fuck this shit just get it off my chest
So pass the knife I'm diggin' it in
Because I gave it a chance time and time again
Ya cheat yourself your family and friends
Time to put this to an end
Muthafucker

What would ya do just sit there and grin
Sit there and stare but nothing was said
One last time
Nothing
Your words were bullshit played out complete lies
What would ya do just sit there and grin
Sit there and stare but nothing was said
One last time
Nothing
You say whatever it takes

Let's get this fucker

Play tha role in your mind couldn't get ya
Deceive yourself but you're no fuckin' victim
You're too scared but you just can't escape from
The life you live is hatred