Lyrics of 'Run Away' by Ryan Oakes

The best part of the story
Is that it's still isn't finished
And then I pray to God
That this isn't the only chapter written
I'm gone

I never thought that I would go and break my promise
But when I said its forever I thought I was being honest
I guess that I had a couple skeletons up in my closet
That were acting like they're modest secretly they would be chronic
Now I'm writing all these sonnets, while you sit there and you miss me
Another broken heart, thinking they could really fix me
Promising no matter what they were sticking with me
I just hope you moving on cause I don't want you to forgive me
I don't think that I forgive me too, I thought all of it was true
And then I pushed you out and locked myself alone inside my room
Away from everyone recluse just me and beats inside the booth
Thinking it would make it better, shit I didn't have a clue
All I have are memories of things up in the past
They said it gets better everytime the time pass
But why am I still pushing everything away and back
Behind me, I just wish that I could fall and get it in my grasp
I got loads of all these issues, girl I truly wish you
Never came around and now that's something I'll admit to
And that isn't to diss you, I'm just sorry that it hit you
When you give this shit your all and now there's no one standing with you
Now I truly wish you, get up out that chamber
Because I ain't coming back I'm super sorry my behavior
Always builds a couple walls and then says I'll see you later
So I think it's time you finally went and did yourself a favor and just runaway

Save yourself all of the pain
I pray to God that you escape
I promise that you'll be okay
Just promise me you'll run away
Get yourself out of this daze
With me, your skies would be grey
It's selfish of me if you stay
So promise me you'll run away

It isn't fair, I'm sitting here uncertain
If I feel a thing at all, cause I'm always busy working
I would tell you that I love you and that shit felt like a burden
But I truly wished I did everything behind the curtains
Had me hurt in, and you know what people say
Hurt people, hurt people girl its such a shame
I didn't wanna hurt you ever now all of the blame
Is coming back to me, and now you gonna end the gain
But all the pain, and the regrets
Excuses, that I'm stupid and the effects
Leaving you in shambles from the times that I would repress
And try to force the feeling now you have to try to reset
And forget about the goals and all the future plans that we set
When we met, I thought I could really fall in love
Maybe settle down, and move in maybe all of the above
But I'll throw it all away when everything is said and done
So I think its best at this point if you get up and just run, run away

Save yourself all of the pain
I pray to God that you escape
I promise that you'll be okay
Just promise me you'll run away
Get yourself out of this daze
With me, your skies would be grey
It's selfish of me if you stay
So promise me you'll run away