Silently aware

I was thinking about a friendEstaba pensando en un amigo

I was left alone againMe quedé solo de nuevo

you kept me awakeme mantuviste despierto

as I couldn't understandya que no podía entender

The way she had to part with himLa forma en que tuvo que separarse de él

he's such a decent manél es un hombre tan decente

I would've appreciated a callHabría apreciado una llamada

we could talk about it allpodríamos hablar de todo

I've got some problems of my ownTengo algunos problemas propios

then I thought about the girlentonces pensé en la chica

how she thought about the worldcómo pensaba en el mundo

if she found it bigger than a shellsi lo encontraba más grande que una concha

even though the club was safe (?)aunque el club era seguro (?)

placed neatly upon her shellcolocado ordenadamente sobre su concha

I think my aim is to understandCreo que mi objetivo es entender

what really makes manqué realmente hace al hombre

and if it's fair to say "i am"y si es justo decir 'yo soy'

and if it's safe to say "I care"y si es seguro decir 'me importa'

should I invite him over here¿debería invitarlo aquí?

just be silently aware..solo ser consciente en silencio..