Lyrics of 'Boi' by Lily Lyon

I'm tired of playing this game, babe
I'm through, I'm done
It's been too long of this shit
Oh boi yeah we had quite the run
You claimed you didn't flirt
But your eyes said differently
And then I felt your breath on my teeth
Oh look how far you've come

Couldn't tell if you're in or out
Didn't know if you'd come around
I could run or I could stay
Either way I'd be okay
Couldn't tell if you're in or out
Till you pulled me through the crowd
If I follow your body now oh oh oh oh

I don't know what you want, boy
You don't know what you want, boy
Time to grow up, be a man
I'm not a toy in your hand
I don't know what you want, boy
You don't know what you want, boy
No more messing with my head
You gotta fight for what you have

Then one day you wake up
And I'm stuck inside your mind
First you love me like a friend
Now I'm the only one by your side
We were good, bad and great
At the same time, but too late
'Cause one day you told me
Yeah we're not meant to be, we're too different
And so you packed up and walked away

I couldn't tell if you're in or out
Didn't know if you'd come around
I could run or I could stay
Either way I'd be okay
First you love me then you don't
You say you will but then you won't
Yeah you lie when you're composed
Guess you're only real when you're provoked

I don't know what you want, boy
You don't know what you want, boy
Time to grow up, be a man
I'm not a toy in your hand
I don't know what you want, boy
You don't know what you want, boy
No more messing with my head
You gotta fight for what you have

I know that I'm a lot for a young boy to handle
My mouth goes faster than my brain
My brain burns hotter than a candle and I know how
My lips can draw your lips to me
And you have no idea what you walked away from
And you'll have no idea cause this door is closed shut
You've wasted enough of my time
And now you gotta go ahead and figure out your life
Even though I know it hurts because I love you

I'll be fine cause I'm resilient
I'm fucking brilliant
And I wish you the best
That you find someone to heal you
Someone to unpeel you
Someone who you love and your mind can settle to
'Cause your mind changes quicker than the chords in a Miles Davis tune
No more crying over you

I don't know what you want, boy
You don't know what you want, boy
Time to grow up, be a man
I'm not a toy in your hand
I don't know what you want, boy
You don't know what you want, boy
No more messing with my head
You gotta fight for what you have

I don't know what you want, boy
You don't know what you want, boy
Time to grow up, be a man
I'm not a toy in your hand
I don't know what you want, boy
You don't know what you want, boy
No more messing with my head
Never gonna know what it is you want