Lyrics of 'Blacknwhite' by Left At London

I guess that I'm okay
Well, I'm not dying
I guess that I have spent a lot of time alone
For trying
I guess that you're away

'Cause you're busy
At least if you're to say that we're still friends
Pretend you miss me
'Cause I knew you were love when at your best
But maybe if I hadn't been depressed
We'd go out more

Ah, yeah
I got a broken heart but it still works
But even if it's beating it still hurts
'Cause now I still got ninety-nine more problems
To account for

And I bet all your friends say I'm glad that she's gone
Like you're the only excuse I had friends to lean on
But, was it just in my head I was loved all along
Or, did you love me then
And did they love me then
And could you love again

(I can lose a lover)
But I cannot lose a lover and a friend
(I can find another)
But I'll never find another you again
I've been splitting 'cause it's better than admitting
That it's something that I can't control
I was livid, what you did was nothing easily forgiven
Yet I couldn't let go

And I bet all your friends say I'm glad that she's gone
Like you're the only excuse I had friends to lean on
But, was it just in my head I was loved all along
Or, did you love me then
And did they love me then
And could you love again

Ha
No, no, no
(No, no, no)

I saw you at the bar where we used to drink
I wish that I could change the way that I think
I tell you it's black and white
And if we start a war could it be another night?
Then I proceeded to make a scene

You said we need to heal before we can speak
I said but it's already more than a week
Since you and I talked before
And I don't know if I would wanna take anymore
But now I understand what you mean

Before you say goodbye
Did you see how you hurt me
(But I hurt you too)
(Then we both got so blue)
We had reasons to cry
I had reasons to worry
(But you worried too)
(Sorry if I worried you)

'Cause I've been a mess, I've been depressed
I've been neglected, I've been obsessed
I've been neglectful, I can admit it
My future looked brighter whenever you're in it
But you probably won't be, I get it
Yeah, you probably won't, I admit it

The ice that we skate is the thinnest
My skin is the thinnest, my patience the thinnest
I'm healing, I'll say when I'm finished
I wish I were finished, I got more to say

I know that I got more to say, yeah
I swear that I got more to say
I know things that you hid from me, know my fragility
Know that's the reason you done what you did to me
Even though my borderline has been killing me
I can't go back to the mental facility, no

Before you say goodbye
Did you see how you hurt me
But I hurt you too
Then we both got so blue
We had reasons to cry
I had reasons to worry
But you worried too
Sorry if I worried you, oh

I want to be believed in
Doesn't got to be you