Lyrics of 'Exxxes' by Joe Budden

[Hook:]
She be calling my name
Screaming real loud, I would think she in pain
Niggas tried to tell me her head was insane
Everything she'd do it take a toll on my brain
It seemed a little strange
But she be calling my name

She don't got a name so for now let's call her Ashley
She had her gym clothes on, seen her when she passed me
Met her up at Exxon, body was the nicest
Cursing up a storm, she complaining bout the prices
She just left Toronto, for Jerz bought a condo
Know everything about her though we never had a convo
Pops wasn't 'round much, her mother raised her
Got so much in common that I don't like to face her
Her parents is dope heads, she dropped out of school too
Got the same tatt's as me and I found that unusual
Mad I smoke cigs said they bad for my own health
Said she'll never love me, cause I don't love my own self
Gave me the ass the first night I gladly tossed it
The best part was I ain't have to ask for it
Her period don't ever come in, when I dick her down
She always running but she be calling

[Hook:]
She be calling my name
Screaming real loud, I would think she in pain
Niggas tried to tell me her head was insane
Everything she'd do it take a toll on my brain
It seemed a little strange
But she be calling my name

She like to scream so the neighbors might hear her
For some reason liked it in front of the mirror
Let me make it clearer
She be making strange requests and I ain't talking bout just pulling her hair (Uhh)
She be saying choke me like I lost all respect
And every time I do, marks show up on my neck
She say punch her, smack her, like I'm a attack her
I say you a fool, I say just do what I asked ya
I be going slower till she tell me do it faster
Every time I'm out with her these niggas just harass her
I don't understand it, she's so unattractive
Shorty looking terrible, plus she come with baggage
I tapped it, though she below my average it deceives me
She be talking marriage saying she'll never leave me
I say I'm a bounce but I say I don't believe me
She fucked me every time she sees me

[Hook:]
She be calling my name
Screaming real loud, I would think she in pain
Niggas tried to tell me her head was insane
Everything she'd do it take a toll on my brain
It seemed a little strange
But she be calling my name

Strangle her, throw her off the balcony, dangle her
Mangle her, how long have I carried this anger for
How come when we argue, we gotta get physical
We crucial conflict, she end up in critical, habitual
Happens daily like it's are ritual
But show your face bitch, stop being invisible
Is it just my mental, is she just a symbol
There for me to look at everything that I resemble
Sometimes during sex I bled another name
Do that mean I look at me and be ashamed
I'm cheating on me with a hottie
With a body who so happens to embodied
Everything that I so happen to not be
I be trying to leave her, but then I get lenient
Since I'm in the room alone she becomes convenient
And then we lie together, cry together
I swear I hope we die together

[Hook:]
She be calling my name
Screaming real loud, I would think she in pain
Niggas tried to tell me her head was insane
Everything she'd do it take a toll on my brain
It seemed a little strange
But she be calling my name

I finally grew the balls to tell shorty we should separate
Save your breath nothing you do can make me hesitate
There's no room for me and you to grow
Don't love me? Then leave me alone! Do both!
Then she apologize for anything that she did
Said that without me she can't think of no reason to live
Said she'll miss getting piped down
Then she pick's up a shank, I had to tell the crazy bitch to put down the knife down
Crying, eye shadow on her face... filthy
Feel me, if you kill you it's gonna kill me... really
She said "you neglect me"
I said we the same so whatever you do it's gon affect me
You know I can't let it be
So if we gotta stay together just to coexist so it isss
She said "I Love U" and hugged me took the pants off and perseded to fuck me