Lyrics of 'Indecision' by Ghost Key

Wasting my time wasting away
Wasted four long years just to claim I'm okay
The question remains
Is it still all for me
Running in circles
Am I in the right the place

Bloodshot eyes
Ringing in my ears
Swollen throat afraid to speak on all my fears
I made a pact to be honest
So it's time to speak up
Rip my thoughts into pieces
Pick apart my skull
Please tell me what I've done wrong
I can't do this on my own

I am complacent
Familiar with failure
Feet stuck in the sand
So quick to let go of the things I love
A past that haunts me
A future I'm avoiding
Always looking back trying to fight the fact that this was never the plan

No one deserves to live like this
Penniless and without a purpose
The life I lead hasn't meant a thing
I wouldn't miss me if I were gone

Spreading myself thin
Lost in the shuffle
I am indecision
Wrapped up in skin
Giving in is a common theme I continue to dissolve
Outside myself
My own thoughts a common thief stealing every piece of my resolve

I am familiar with failure
You are no stranger to reminding me
My life is a fleeting moment
Just one big missed opportunity

I am terrified to die
Because my life has yet to mean anything
Im making an effort to ignore the voice in my head
The chilling whisper of death
It never disappears