Lyrics of 'My Life Back' by Derdian

Do you really want to know the story of my life?
I'll let the music talk, I swear this is not a lie
I'm not used to pray, I have no faith
Maybe someone's done for me and now I can tell and leave
Give me the time, I'll find the secret to change my destiny
Follow the rhymes, open your mind and let your thoughts flow free

I was frail and afraid, I was far, far from grace
Couldn't find any place, not to feel I'm erased
There's no moon, there's no sun
Just a few of the stars that light my mind
To be safe of the past and get my life back
They get my life back

Oh, but can we vanquish, end the rebel day pain
Love, are you replenished(?) and I add no?
Dogs that beg for demandings, and drag like a?
And I was like a crazy born slave of the long lost ride
Safely through time(?) I found the secret to change my?
For all the rights, open your mind and let your thoughts flow free

I was frail and afraid, I was far, far from grace
Couldn't find any place, not to feel I'm erased
There's no moon, there's no sun
Just a few of the stars that light my mind
To be safe of the past and get my life back
Emotions were outside of me

I felt deep night of identity
Paranoia and pain became?
The closer to realization
Once? Things I cannot?
Why the lusting defused from the?
Whispering night like a breeze, life can be easy

I was frail and afraid, I was far, far from grace
Couldn't find any place, not to feel I'm erased
There's no moon, there's no sun
Just a few of the stars that light my mind
To be safe of the past and get my life back