Lyrics of 'Even Better' by Circa Survive

A resolution remains so distant
The absent lasts, the absent lasts
The future's silent when you love nothing
This vacant night lasts, this vacant night lasts

And it's every single light then at the moment where you feel connected most
There's a demon where your time ends
You are invisible

This might even have to save our lives
I create disaster out of anything
Don't hesitate this might become just how it all was meant to end

What if I defy myself
Would the feeling stay the same
It's as everything we fought for burned up in the night
You can steal the warmth from the fire light

And I can't remember if I cried at the moment where we played the final note
There's a demon in a white coat
You are invincible

This might even have to save our lives
I create disaster out of anything
Don't hesitate this might become just how it all was meant to end
I don't hear the difference in our hearts
It would take a lot to make us fall apart
Don't hesitate this might become just how it all was meant to end

Will I die the way I've been?
Will I find the way again?