Lyrics of 'Captive' by Allie Crow Buckley

I wanna go, wanna go
Where my lover can't be found
I wanna go somewhere
I can get drunk and tan, or walk around
And I'll be seemingly free
Till my boyfriend comes to town
And I'll be seemingly free
Till my boyfriend comes to town

I'm bummin' everyone out
I'm lettin' everyone down
They're telling me there's still time
That I could still get out
But he's my man, he's the one I want
He's my man, he's the one I want
So, he don't care what I do anymore

My ship has set sail, I'm waving
To friends on the shore, I'm bailing

Free as some kind of prey that you caught (free)
I'm captive, and I like it less than I thought (free)
If I ever loved you, it's my own fault (free)
So I'll be as free as you let me be

I wanna go, wanna go
Where my lover can't be found
I wanna go somewhere
I can just think and fuck and mellow out
And I'll be seemingly free
Till my boyfriend comes to town
And I'll be seemingly free
Till my boyfriend comes to town

I just wanted to be someone that you need
I just craved a little codependency
But we've gotten too close
It's beginning to frighten me
But we've gotten too close
It's beginning to frighten me
And I don't know what I'll do anymore

My ship has set sail, I'm waving
To friends on the shore, I'm bailing

Free as some kind of prey that you caught (free)
I'm captive, and I like it less than I thought (free)
If I ever loved you, it's my own fault (free)
So I'll be free as you let me be

I wanna go, wanna go
Where my lover can't be found
I wanna go, wanna go
Where my lover can't be found