Lyrics of 'Mothership!' by Outline In Color

I believe we'll let it all fall apart.
What have I done? What have I done?
To know how the end will come.
I won't let go, I won't let go
To the trust built in our convictions.

It came and went so fast, done and done.
We don't know how to love.

What am I looking for?
I am so lost.
We are so lost.

Have we become so numb we can't feel our own hearts beat?
I don't trust in us, we don't know how to love.
I believe we'll let it all fall apart.

I was king, but only for a moment.
I watched my dreams collapse.
We came here to love,
We came here to grow,
Never to fall.
When you have only let me down,
I shouldn't have let you in.
I'm always searching for the answer.

All these questions don't have answers.
No road seems to lead home.
Are we lost at sea?
Now it seems it's every man for himself.
I never knew how ugly this world could be.

I want to watch you burn alive.
Where is your dignity?
You'll never have me.
It's true, we were meant to die.
Is this what you wanted to hear?

You gave up the only thing you had left.

And when you go, don't forget to close the door behind you.
And when you go, don't forget the walls of fire we walked through.
The words you said cut to a part of me that I never even knew was there.
The words you said captured so beautifully this nightmare.

So tell me I'm wrong, tell me I'll never find someone who can please me.
And tell me I'm not the person you had in mind when you gave me your heart.
Oh, tell me I'm wrong, tell me I'll never find what I am looking for.
And tell me again until my ears bleed, before I shut the door.

I'm not coming back.