Lyrics of 'A Lonely September' by Start Trouble

I'm sittin' here all by myself
Just tryin' to think of something to do
I'm tryin' to think of something, anything,
Just to keep me from thinkin' of you

But you know, it's not workin' out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
To leave the rest of the world behind

Oh, and i didn't mean for this to go
As far as it did
And i didn't mean to get so close
And share what we did
And i didn't mean to fall in love
But i did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but i know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
That you're not the one for me
But the more i think, the less i believe
And then the more i want you here with me

You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of christmas time with you
Just kill me if i'm on my own

And i didn't mean for this to go
As far as it did
And i didn't mean to get so close
And share what we did
And i didn't mean to fall in love
But i did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do

We just can't seem to get it right
But what i wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sitting here trying to entertain
Myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone
It's not getting me very far

I look around my room and everything i see reminds me of you
Oh please baby won't you take my hand
We've got nothing left to prove

And i didn't mean for this to go
As far as it did
And i didn't mean to get so close
And share what we did
And i didn't mean to fall in love
But i did
And you didn't mean to love me back
But i know you did
And i didn't mean to meet you then
When we were just kids
And i didn't mean to give you chills
The way that i kiss
And i didn't mean to fall in love
But i did
And you didn't mean to love me back
But i know you did

Don't say you didn't love me back
'cause you know you did
No you didn't mean to love me back
But you did