Lyrics of 'My Body Left My Soul' by Matt Maeson

I bought an antidote
My body left my soul
I thought I overdosed
I've never come so close

So I go tearin' it up
And I go diggin' it in
Without you I'm nothing
I saw a heavenly ghost
I think that Andrew would know
Now I'm scared to go downstairs
Oh, now I'm trippin' it out
And now I'm fallin' apart
And I peeled off my skin, my skin
Where my sins are sequined, it's the end
It's the end

Ah this ah sound boy killer (sound boy killer)
Him ah di number one killer (number one killer)
Ah this ah sound boy killer (this ah sound boy killer)
Kill dem with sweet-sweet, sweet-sweet (boy, boy)
Killer, killer

Whoa, so around we go
Said she never been high before
Baby, now you know
Yeah, I lived like I died before
Can't see the sunrise no more
So around we go
Bad dreams when my eyes won't close
I don't know if I can get back home (get b-, get b-, get back home)
If I lose it, just don't let me know
You can leave it just don't let me go (let-let-let me go)

Ah this ah sound boy killer (sound boy killer)
Him ah di number one killer (number one killer)
Ah this ah sound boy killer (this ah sound boy killer)
Kill dem with sweet-sweet, sweet-sweet (boy, boy)
Killer, killer

I bought an antidote
My body left my soul
I thought I overdosed
I've never come so close

I just wanna feel numb
Life is a mission like a pill run
Whether it's supply or demand
Thanks for giving like a pilgrim

Depression in my adolescence
My teacher said I'm mad aggressive
My pastor told me count my blessings
While he was counting granny pockets
She hid the bigger bills from my uncle by the wall sockets

False prophets, bottom line, it's all profit
When the pain is internal, baby you can't stop
Get high to suppress it
It's easier to hide than address it
Push

I could love her but she dangerous
Keep on telling me about life changes
I've been up for days, I've been anxious
I would save her but I'm just shameless

I bought an antidote
My body left my soul
I thought I overdosed
I've never come so close