Lyrics of 'Life' by Mac Miller

I didnt mean to pull the trigger, I swear
But now shes dead and there aint no coming back once you there
I hope she knew that I loved her, I hope she knew that I cared
Your food getting cold, why dont you come sit down in this chair
We can talk about all the things we should have done
All the arguments that you probably would have won
But Im stubborn baby, you knew that when you told me you loved me
And I told you I loved you back
But now you laying on the tile, Im waiting for a smile
So Ill stay here for a while, when the cops come in
Theyre gonna have to take me away

And I tell em, "Im sorry
I didnt mean to do it"
Guess Im just emotional
And maybe kinda stupid
I just wanna hold you close
So what I have to give you away
And I tell em, Im sorry
Im not a bad person
I couldnt take your pain away
I guess Im undeserving
But if I cant have you to myself
Then your, gone

I didnt mean to pull the trigger, I swear
Life full of surprises, but that shit isnt fair
Tell me how we live is different, guess this shit kinda rare
If you getting cold, why dont you come sit down in this chair
We can talk about everything you hate on this earth
And that youre getting tired, cause you making it work
But can I kiss you just one more time
Baby lemme close your eyes, feel your lips touching mine
Im sure Ive never seen you look more heavenly
Now Im rubbing on your back, whispering rest in peace
Its okay baby, go to sleep
Ill keep you safe, you alone with me
Say I wouldnt hurt you, I lied
I dont deserve you, I tried
So Im a stay by your side
But when the cops come in
Theyre gonna have to take me away

And I tell em, "Im sorry
I didnt mean to do it"
Guess Im just emotional
And maybe kinda stupid
I just wanna hold you close
So what I have to give you away
And I tell em, Im sorry
Im not a bad person
I couldnt take your pain away
I guess Im undeserving
But if I cant have you to myself
Then your, gone