Lyrics of 'Essay (feat. Darius King)' by Kodoku

How many words I gotta say to get into your head?
I'm like one essay deep just hope I get an A

But if I get a B I hope you let me stay
I can't keep up with all this simping
Shit I know deep down you feeling this

I'm so gone, I been feeling faded
But without the ganja
I'm so lost in your eyes
Girl you my blessing in disguise

I confessing but with lies
You can't tell if I'm alright
I was swimming in the water
Till you hit me with your tide
Now I'm underwater, breathing, I can't tell
If I'm alive if it's worth it in the end
Then I'll accept it like my prize
You say you'll be there, I believe you but you
Not 100%, maybe 80%, maybe 90
But you got my consent to be the girl you wanna be for me
But don't be upset if I get too attached
I feel like every time I let a girl into my life
She start to be there at the right place at the right time
And then I fall into this cycle bout to lose my mind ohh
And when I lose my mind I start to question mine I feel so numb inside
I keep my guard up high, in case she start to lie this feeling got me tired

How many words I gotta say to get into your head?
I'm like one essay deep just hope I get an A

But if I get a B I hope you let me stay
I can't keep up with all this simping
Shit I know deep down you feeling this

I'm so gone, I been feeling faded
But without the ganja
I'm so lost in your eyes
Girl you my blessing in disguise

I can't let you in my life again
Ain't tryna go through pain
And I believed that said she would stay
But it got colder in the rain
Why everybody call me bro
Sad they used to call me lame
So I'm not chilling with no hoes
'Cause chilling with the gang

Had to put my heart up in a duffy she don't love me
And she still be tryna be my cuddle buddy
She can't hug me
Girl you lucky if I give you time I guess it's meant to be
I don't answer all these random hoes
When they be texting me I asked God
Why they have to leave me
I guess it was part of the plan
I got this pain in my body
I won't ever leave me I gotta take it like a man
She went and played a nigga
That's why I don't trust now she now she got me looking stupid
But I got options thought that she knew
This damn man messed up and blew it
Bands man get check run through it I be peeping vibes
And I swear they all fake now
Never been in good hands need some allstate now
I' an got no heart left and I can't donate
Now I pop out like drake I tell'em story
For the wait now I gotta essay for your heart

I gotta essay heart for your heart
I gotta essay heart for your heart
I gotta essay heart for your heart
I gotta essay heart for your heart

How many words I gotta say to get into your head?
I'm like one essay deep just hope I get an A

But if I get a B I hope you let me stay
I can't keep up with all this sipping
Shit I know deep down you feeling this

I'm so gone, I been feeling faded
But without the ganja
I'm so lost in your eyes