Lyrics of 'A Welcome Vacation' by Julia Nunes

Well it's close to home by blood or block
I hate the bed and I hate the dock
This loss of a life is killing me
Affecting unexpectedly
But what's one more?
Yeah, let me go
Let me suffer nice and slow
The pack is watching patiently
Stand in line to wait and see

But that's the problem
Seeing it coming does nothing 'til it comes
We're deaf until the heavens are beating the drums

And it's too late
Too late, and I don't know when it turned into fate
Unavoidable, so I'll better get prepared
It's too late
I'll take ignorance over being so scared

I'm not coming out of this box
'Til everyone's forgotten me
This ought to be a welcome vacation
I'm not coming out of this box
'Til everyone's forgotten me
My thoughts will be secluded elations

I'm starting to lose track of who's alive
And who has passed on and on and on
And who is here and who is gone

That's the problem
Seeing it coming does nothing 'til it comes
We're deaf until the heavens are beating the drums

And it's too late
Too late, and I don't know when it turned into fate
Unavoidable, so I'll better get prepared
It's too late
I'll take ignorance over being so scared

If anyone here wants to die
Give it a shot, you should try
I've been totally desensitized
These eyes have cried all they can cry

(I'm not coming out of this box
'Til everyone's forgotten me
This ought to be a welcome vacation)
If anyone here wants to die
Give it a shot, you should try
I've been totally desensitized
These eyes have cried all they can cry

(I'm not coming out of this box
'Til everyone's forgotten me
My thoughts will be secluded elations)
If anyone here wants to die
Give it a shot, you should try
I've been totally desensitized
These eyes have cried all they can cry

But it's too late