Lyrics of 'Ayano's Theory Of Happiness' by Jubyphonic

Again those years run on by
My mind filling up with only family
Ayano now's your big sister everyone
So try to get along with her for me please

Little house of crimson brick, we all had fit inside of that place
To and fro they whispered back, making plans of their own so it seemed
Looking deep into their eyes, so red in all three and then I see
Hidden just beneath are memories grown ups never see

Terror in his face he said: I'm a monster deep inside filled with fear
But they're wrong and so I said: That's not true at all, just look here
That red you hate so much, a hero wears it proud! No really
It's okay, no need to be afraid anymore

Thinking of what'd be fun, or might be dumb
I was a big sister and tried my best to
Hey guys, look over here! A crimson muffler I wrapped around me
A secret brigade-er something

Dye it in madder of roses, so we can begin
Just because we play heroes, it doesn't mean nothing
So maybe just a little we'll smile again
And always be one big happy family

I hope they're happy and laughing at every new day
And if they just couldn't take it, they wont run away
Now listen close, hear this secret for you
And so the Sun sets on a day fun and new

Blowing spring into the air, the adult world we knew was changing too
Something wrong I couldn't see, like a plan of their own so it seemed
Billow tears and fade away, the people that I love keep crying out
No one seems to notice but it's all dying into black

It's all gone wrong, but now I knew deep down
I couldn't tell a single soul how I felt
God no, oh please don't destroy what I had found
In came a world where our happiness died and flew out

Oh madder red no, I beg you, can take no more
Why can't you stop breaking futures so there'll be tomorrow?
The tears never stop falling the answer is clear
Hiding behind smiles from ear to ear

If they were my eyes, such red eyes, I wonder could I
Be their one and only hero who saves their future?
I'm clumsy awkward and shameful no less
But on this mission, I must go alone

Now I'm gone and wonder what the brigade is doing now and hope again
They're smiling all the time and they're getting along with each other
They probably hate me now or maybe just hurt
I wonder, have I become for them their big sister by now?

Will you remember the word I loved with every bit inside me?
That happiness ah how strange it is, the feeling
And as tomorrow breaks, I hope you love it too