Lyrics of 'When I'm Gone' by Jamaika Adriano

Yeah
It’s my life
But all in words I guess

Have you ever loved someone so much you’d give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they are your heart
And you know you are their armour
And you will destroy anyone who will try to harm her
But what happens when karma turns right around and bites you
And everything you stand for turns on you to spite you
What happens when you become the main source of her pain
Daddy look what I made?
Dad’s gotta go catch a plane
Daddy where’s mummy? I can’t find mummy, where is she?
I don’t know, go play, Hailie baby your daddy’s busy
Daddy’s writin’a
Song, this song ain’t gon’ write itself
I give you one underdog, then you gotta swing by yourself
Then to write a rhyme in a song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother who’s a spittin’ image of her
That’s slim shady, yeah baby slim shady’s crazy
Shady made me, but tonight, Shady’s rock-a-by baby

And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smiling
And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain
Just smile back

And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smiling
And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain
Just smile back

I keep havin’ this dream
I’m pushin’ hailie on the swings she keeps screamin’
She don’t want me to sing: You’re makin mummy cry
Why, why’s mummy crying?
Baby, Daddy ain’t leavin’ no more
Daddy you’re lying
You always say that, you always say this is the last time
But you ain’t leavin’ no more, Daddy you’re mine!
She’s piling boxes infront of the door tryin’ to block it
Daddy please daddy don’t leave daddy no, stop it!
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It’s got a picture
This’ll keep you safe daddy, take it with you
I look up, it’s just me standin in the mirror
These fuckers walls must be talkin coz man I can hear ‘em
They sayin you got one more chance to do right, and it’s tonight
Now go out there and show ‘em
That you love ‘em ‘fore its too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It turns to a stage, they’re gone
And the spotlight is on and I’m singin

And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smiling
And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain
Just smile back

And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smiling
And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain
Just smile back

Sixty thousand people, all jumpin’ out their seat
The curtain closes, they’re throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow, and thank you all for comin’ out
They’re screamin so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don’t believe what I’m seein’
Daddy it’s me! Help mummy her wrists are bleedin’
But baby we’re in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?!
I followed you daddy, you told me that you wern’t leavin
You lied to me dad, and now you make mummy sad
And I bought you this coin
It says ‘number 1 dad’, that’s all I wanted
I just wanna give you this coin
I get the point, fine, me and mummy are goin
But baby wait-
It's too late dad, you made your choice
Now go out there and show ‘em you love ‘em more than us
That’s what they want
They want you Marshall, they keep
Screamin your name, it’s no wonder you can’t go to sleep
Just take another pill, yeah I bet ya you will
You rap about it. Yeah word, ke-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn’t see
How could it be that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain, scream ‘Die Shady! ’ and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes
The plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That’s when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin'
There’s birds singin’, it’s spring and
Hailie’s out side swingin’
I walk right up to Kim and kiss her, tell her I miss her
Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say

And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smiling
And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain
Just smile back

And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smiling
And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain
Just smile back