Lyrics of 'Deathbed' by Citizen Soldier

I used to hate everything that I saw in the mirror
But then I found a new frame, now everything's clearer

I used to feel so ugly for what's inside my brain
But maybe I'm a badass for living through the rain
Of every single thought tryna put me in my grave
I'll never be ashamed 'cause it's my legacy

I'll never bow down until I'm who I meant to be
My story is proud because it came from tragedy
I'm gonna live loud until there's no breath left in me
I'm gonna live through hell so I'm left with no regrets
On my deathbed

Oh whoa
Oh oh oh oh, oh whoa
Oh oh oh oh, oh whoa
Oh oh oh oh, oh
On my deathbed

Oh whoa
Oh oh oh oh, oh whoa
Oh oh oh oh, oh whoa
Oh oh oh oh, oh
On my deathbed

They used to count me up and now it sets me on fire
What gets me out of bed is knowing I'ma make 'em all liars

So go ahead and judge me for talking about my pain
I'd rather spill my guts out than live with being fake
Yeah, go ahead and die with what you're afraid to say
Won't make the same mistake 'cause it's my legacy

I'll never bow down until I'm who I meant to be
My story is proud because it came from tragedy
I'm gonna live loud until there's no breath left in me
I'm gonna live through hell so I'm left with no regrets
(On my deathbed)

Oh whoa
Oh oh oh oh, oh whoa
Oh oh oh oh, oh whoa
Oh oh oh oh, oh
On my deathbed

Oh whoa
Oh oh oh oh, oh whoa
Oh oh oh oh, oh whoa
Oh oh oh oh, oh
(On my deathbed)

Behind your mask with kindness
You wanna see me fail
But this time I won't buying
No more twisted fairytales
(No more, no more)

(Oh whoa)
No regrets on my deathbed (oh oh oh oh, oh whoa)
No regrets on my final day (oh oh oh oh, oh whoa)
Won't live it unsaid, until I drop dead (oh oh oh oh, oh)
Dead on my deathbed

(Oh whoa)
No regrets on my deathbed (oh oh oh oh, oh whoa)
No regrets on my final day (oh oh oh oh, oh whoa)
Won't live it unsaid, until I drop dead (oh oh oh oh, oh)
Dead on my deathbed